Eureka?

I start end of the month!

It's unpaid, it's for one month, and I have no idea where to go from here. I really dont. But guess what, it's a foot in the door and I finally have something on my plate. Finally.

FINALLY.

We'll see what fate has in store for me. Seriously.

Major drama and updates on the way.

But really quickly. I saw the Russian again yesterday. Total chance as Comrade contacted me and so I met up with him...only to meet Russian and his friends. It was...awkward. to say the least. I made small chat...and he look hot as ever.

UGH. NOT PINING OVER HIM. NO.

oh the tears. the tears. i think i have residual feelings starting...but no! I went through this drama last year, and I refuse...absolutely REFUSE to fall for him again. no no no no no.

anyway. just saying.


he still looked fucking hot tho. would jump his bones. but i have gained weight...and he definitely toned up. definitely.


Belle