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So flatmate situation...resolved.

She is german. doing finance. and fucking thin. like stick thin. like size 0 for sure thin. like size 24 jeans thin.

she is thin.

and when she heard me and my job quest, she said she could use my tenacity as motivation. guess we both benefit. my career drive will push her and her skinniness will...

oh who am i kidding?


i have been at this for years.

she asked me if i had a boyfriend today.


i said no. every where i look, i see couples and sex.

well okay, i don't see sex literally...but suggestions of it.


i binged.


wonder if there is a correlation in there somewhere.



belle