Marking my Year

46. 50. 51. 52. 70.

F. P. P. P. D.


what does that mean?


My scores from this year.

Clearly having issues with russians*, "friends", flatmates, parents, and food, does not bode well for exam marks.

I just have to get a high Pass/Merit on my dissertation and I will graduate with a Pass from one of the best universities in the world. Go me.

Woot.

Oh and one more thing.


Failing/passing exams is no measure of one's potential, motivation, and sheer drive. If I wake up one more day thinking I can't do it, then I really have failed.


So now...it's test of character. Can I continue progressing in spite of poor results? Je ne sais pas.

I went to a friends party two nights ago, stumbled into my flat with a dear dear friend, mrs. spontaneous. Totally fun, and met a super cute German kid I will call Mr. AM...since he does mergers/acquistions at a major city bank. I thought we hit it off well, but this time, if he wants to pursue me, he knows how to find me. I'm a girl after all.

Secondly.

Russian, apparently, has a girlfriend. Since March. That explains the 3 of swords and 8 of cups in my tarot readings with regard to this kid. I stalked her on facebook, surprise surprise.

My Stats:

6/10- pretty scale.
9/10- height
10/10- legs.
8.5/10- boobs.

personality? no idea. but judging by the 92 photo albums ms. serbian has of herself exposing her, her long lean legs, and her vanity, i'd say...

-million/10- personality.

apparently, eastern european woman pose like none other. i even checked out russian facebook for proof of the general cultural desire to have no sense of shame whatsoever. oh brother.

vainglorious. that's all i have to say.

i'm sure that's not true for many easterners...but for the most part, it's like watching camera stills of soft core porn, circa 1995.

oh dear me.

i don't know if i should feel insulted for yet another guy picking a tall, thin modelesque brunette or if I should feel complimented that someone so shallow did not find me good enough.

whatever the case, i'm over you russian. this time, for reals.

i found myself a yummy german instead.


love.

belle.



Ps: beans i eat- lima and kidney. cheapest.
PPs: thanks for reading. it means alot to me!