7.09.2010

86. more like 100.

BEANS.

OPEN. DRAIN. EAT.

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY.

IT'S CHEAP.


oh dear. back to my pure food ways. this time, at little less than a pound a day, I am feeding off of beans. protein. carbs. all good things. and it's safe. and it bloats me. and i don't eat junk. and i live. and i think. and i just don't have to worry.

that's one last thing i need to worry about. food.


over the russian. now i just to find a way to not think about him.


i am alive.

it's 86 in the city, but it might as feel like 100. and i feel like a tub of lard.


fat.

summer.

beans.


cheapness.


no money.

have a dream.


staying up till god knows when to finish applications.


yea dahling. c'est la vie.


will update more. boy stories.


ugh.

belle

3 comments:

Kelly said...

what kind of beans?

just curious - we've been eating beans and rice like crazy in our house because we're poor & if I'm not eating, then I'm not spending a lot of time preparing dinner.

désespérée de maigrir said...

Good luck trying to survive the heat - it's been in the upper 90s here on the East Coast... brutal.

Good luck with your applications too.

And most importantly, good luck getting over the Russian - I've been following you for more than a year but I haven't had a blog/profile until now, so I haven't commented...

Cali Girl said...

I've been following for over a year as well and have read your entire blog.

Way to go girl. Be Healthy. Survive.

Miss your regular posts but I know your busy.

I have a similar story and have a Russian boy as well. Got over him. So will you <3 xoxoxo

 
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